duminică, 20 februarie 2011

va provoc

am un prost obicei, un mare prost obicei. astazi m-am trezit pentru a mia oara intr-un bubble. mare bubble, frumos si colorat. dar nu exista asa ceva atunci cand oamenii din jurul tau sunt niste tristi deprimati. de aia par eu vesela, pt ca sunt restul tristi, asta ca sa citez din teatru. pt ca pot.
m-am trezit e impropriu zis, ca nici nu am dormit de fapt.nici la propriu, nici la figurat.si nici nu a fost linistita,noaptea, asa cum mi s-a urat sa fie, a fost...pfff.
oare ma bate dumnezeu daca fac curat duminica?
s-a saturat de soricei, pisica.
asta-i alt citat.faust.
va provoc.pe toti. sa faceti ceea ce simtiti.cu mentiunea, ca asta costa cel mai mult in viata.
intre timp eu merg in Austria la parintele permaculturii :))

ah, si printre alte multe filme faine vizionate in ultimul timp, recomand :
First Earth Ecological Arhitecture http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DuDkfuziZiI
127 Hours, Oh brother, where art thou, Blues Brother, Mr.Magorium Wonder Emporium :D, Tangles, Radio Days, The Party, Spring, Summer,Fall, Winter and Spring. Hm. ma mai gandesc.

marți, 7 decembrie 2010

Blue Storm is your Conscious Self - who you are and who you are becoming.
Blue Storm is the initiation by fire, the lightning path, the arrival of the thunderbeings who bring the final transformation. To the Maya, Blue Storm represents the storm, the thundercloud full of purifying rain, and the lightning that shatters any false structuring of reality. Blue Storm is the purification of the 'body temple' and the ignition of the light body. In these last years of a twenty-six-thousand-year Mayan grand cycle, Blue Storm comes to help you in the disintegration process that moves you from separation to ascension. This initiation by fire breaks any false containers of self that cannot withstand the flame of transmutation. Only your true identity will live through these fires, for you will be reborn in the heart of All That Is.

Blue Storm provides the water that purifies and quenches your spiritual thirst. In this state of consciousness, you stand willing to surrender everything. You give up what you seem to be in order to become fully what you are. You step into the fires of the unknown, and you are changed forever.

Allow Blue Storm's storm to purify and cleanse you.

Blue Storm catalyzes and prepares your nervous system and circuitry for complete transformation. It is the electromagnetic storm of transmutation, the clearing and quickening of your physical, mental, emotional, and etheric bodies. As you become aligned with the descending energies, and evolve in consciousness, you body's vibration is raised, becoming less 'dense'. Your new alignment ignites the quickening process that transmutes the shadows of the past, including experiences, judgements, thoughtforms, and old patterns that have held you back.

As you move into this new vibration, you may feel off balance. In this transformational shift, you will feel unusual quickenings on every level of your being. You will sense emotional and physical 'imbalances' and restructuring. Your issues will be catalyzed and brought out for you to address. By being present with your old patterns you have a unique opportunity to access the energy of Blue Storm, which is experienced as an inner transformational 'storm', a natural part of the process of vibrational shift and quickening.

Whether you are experiencing these changes consciously or unconsicously, the vibrational change is adjusting your energy pattern to accomodate the flow of the language of light. These new frequencies feed you on every level of your being. As your transformation progresses, you quickly become aware of the unconscious material you still need to process. No longer can you escape the effects of your belief systems. Fears and negative images can all be felt very quickly. The transformation is experienced as if it were happening 'from the inside out'. Things seem to 'cook' inside you.

Remember that you have chosen to take part in this rebirth, both on a planetary and a personal level - the planetary dream, the miracle on Earth, is what brought you here! You are becoming the living model of the new reality. As an emissary of the great change, you are a transformer of the collective myth. Riding the crest of the wave, you are travelling both outward and inward on your journey home - for yourself and for all those who will follow after you.

A simple catalyst for this catapulting force is the integration of duality within. The personal integration of shadow is what will create the miracle! Personal shadow is simply that which is separated from the full light of consciousness. By integrating shadow, you are freed from delusions of right or wrong, good and evil. Shadow provides an opportunity for you to bring in all of your expanded essence.

Consciousness is a structural metaphor that is calling for transformation. As your consciousness becomes crystallized, narrow, and complex, it invites the process of dissipaton to 'unravel' and break it free. As you travel the spiral vortex of light, expanding into ever-widening realms of truth, your crystallized energy breaks down and trasncends form. This process can be very intense, but if you embrace it, you can be transformed into a freed adventurer - a divine actor who can play any part without becoming attached to it.

Blue Storm is also your Higher Self & Guide. (you are guided by your own power doubled)

The harmonic wisdom embodied in Cauac is freedom, which can be defined as the state of being unconstrained by fate, karma, necessity, or circumstances in one's choices or actions. Freedom is an open reality wherein you know that you are at choice every moment. This state of being originates from an innate perception of reality. It is the understanding that you are an 'actor', free to play any part at any moment without being attached to it. You work with your life's 'scripts', your attachments and perceptions, in order to free them. From this perspective comes the fullest freedom: learning to live in natural harmony and union with divine will.

In music, this concept is expressed by the term 'a piacere', which means "at the pleasure of the performer." As a divine actor aligned with divine will, you are free at any moment to dance the dance of ecstasy.

The musical descriptor of this harmonic is senza, meaning 'without measure.' This refers to a composition that has the feeling of freedom. Since all limitations and separation are illusory, freedom is without measure.

White Wind is your Subconscious Self and Hidden Helper.

White Wind is the galactic wind, the catalyzing current, the Spirit that moves through all things. It is the divine breath that gives life to all creation, the unseen essence of solar energy. White Wind is the breath of inspiration, the fertilizing force of the wind. Its essence is the movement of Spirit as it penetrates into form to enliven, purify and inspire.

Receive the gift of White Wind by simply taking a conscious breath. Amidst the seemign complexity, beathe consciously. Allow your life to be more like the wind, free-flowing and open to Spirit.

White Wind represents spontaneity and simplicity. As you experience the truth of the present moment, White Wind leaves you free to move on to the next moment without the baggage of desire, regret or expectation. White Wind is the simple knowledge that invisible forces are always moving in your life, guiding and inspiring.

White Wind also embodies the concept of presence. Presence is an expression of beingness, a creator of intimacy. It has to do with being wise in your simplicity. From simple beingness, your true identity emerges. Presence is being open, aware, and in the now. Presence is 'being there' for whatever is.

Think back to a time when someone looked deeply into your eyes, acknowledging your beingness with their full presence. Remember how wonderful and intimate that felt. When you wnat to be intimate with someone, become equally open, aware, and present. When you bring your awareness into the present moment, everything else falls away. When you are fully present, your mind is not preparing responses to what it is hearing while you're listening and feeling. Drop your evaluating and reactive nature. Trust that your heart will have the appropriate response when the time comes. Allow your mind to be quietly responsive, like a pool of water, natural in its unconditional acceptance of the moment.

Presence is simple. It is like being caught in the moment by the beauty of nature. Presence is your natural state of being. When you are present, your heart feels open, charged, full. When you are present, whether alone or with another, you are loose and relaxed. Time may seem to slow down. You can expand your awareness with ease, allowing yourself to truly see and be seen. You let your feelings speak through your eyes, and the 'feeling channel' in you breathes freely, without expectation or judgement.

Red Moon represents your Challenge and Gift. With maturity and awareness this challenge will turn into a Focus. This is what you desire to learn in this lifetime.

One shadow of Red Moon is the tendency to float in the river of forgetfulness, feeling separate from clear awareness and guidance. Due to the influence of the collective trance, you may have unthinkingly accepted the beliefs and values of your culture. Because of the illusion of separation from the Divine, this trance may have deepened your experience of forgetting.

Another shadow aspect of Red Moon is the tendency to direct your life primarily on the desires and needs of your ego instead of opening to the guidance of your Essence Self. Choices at your "growth edge" may feel unsure, for they transform your beliefs on your journey toward wholeness. Your intuitive guidance and internal proddings will trigger remembrance of what seems to have been forgotten. Pay attention to any sensory signs, any guidance that gives you strong feelings. In the larger pattern of cosmic communication that is available in each moment, these signs are painted everywhere. Be the translator-beacon. Let Red Moon awaken the interpreter within you who decodes such signs. Let Red Moon assist you in clearly understanding your perceptions.

Remembrance is a natural process. Use it naturally, without becoming obsessed with it. Being overly concerned with remembrance can actually hamper your process. Also be aware of any tendency to look to others for information about your remembrance. As fellow journeyers, we catalyze each other; however, you are the one who truly knows. Don't get lost or confused by looking outside yourself.

Another shadow of Red Moon is self-deprecation. In this shadow you may feel like hiding your light so that it limits you from being seen as the beacon you truly are. This tendency can stem from your shy or wounded inner child, whose sensitivity may have been suppressed thorugh life experiences. This may create a desire to withdraw or feelings of aloneness and insecurity. On the other side of this shadow, you may be overidentified with being the beacon for others. Such issues show you what is between you and the clear expression of all that you are.

Self-criticism may be supported by internal self-talk, which brings to awareness the negative self-judgements that have been separated unconsciously into shadow. You have picked up your internal critic from the judgements of a critical world. Red Moon invites you to heal the inner critic. Take the blinders off. Make a conscious effort to reframe self-talk that is self-diminishing. Be aware of your response to the judgemental and critical remarks of others. Allow relationships with others to support your fullest expression. As you stand in your own light, you will naturally fulfill that which you came here to do.

Yellow Sun is your Compliment - something that comes naturally to you.

"I Am that I Am...I Am that I Am...I Am that I Am." This mantra of Yellow Sun is a meditation for accessing the I Am presence that contains great power and universal truth. Yellow Sun is the mystery unveiled, the simplicity of unconditional love and limitless bliss. Known by many names, Yellow Sun is the Solar Lord, the Mind of Light, the Center that is also your center. Yellow Sun is your solar home, the Great Central Sun.

Yellow Sun is a reminder that you are, at every moment, in the center of All That Is. In your journey of remembrance, you are crafting a light body to return to a home in the stars that you never really left. Return as a child of the sacred to the Great Central Sun! You are the crown of creation, infused with the blueprint of solar mind. You are a Godseed, the reflection of cosmic consciousness. You are love made visible!

Discover the simple secret encoded in Yellow Sun's star-glyph: you are unconditional love, the stone of indestructible liberation. Radiate that knowing in all your thoughts and actions. Love all of creation. Join the dance of light, the fundamental constant of nature, and shine forth the clarity of your true essence. There is great power in simply identifying with the light:"As above, so below." You are in God, and God is in you.

As you express unconditional love, you become more than you previously perceived yourself to be. You become illumined, the full manifestation of your divinity. In the embrace of your humanity, accept yourself and others unconditionally. Magnify your full presence. Yellow Sun will come in myriad forms to assist you. Be limitless. Accept and understand the nature of judgement, fear, light and dark within yourself and others. Love and accept yourself and others as you are, freed from previous boundaries. You are the dawning of the solar age.
As you move toward your core of light, you will find a clear-light awareness that is innately innocent. In this place, the mind is restored to it's original state of receptivity. Clarity and freedom become expressions of being, and bliss becomes the body. At this core of light, a new reality is born. From the union of the divine masculine and feminine is birthed the solar androgyny of cosmic consciousness.

Now we find ourselves in a great awakening. We have the opportunity to retrace our steps, to return to union with Original Cause. We who have deepened the illusion of seperation are now poised to retrieve what seemed to be lost forever. Through the gift of rebirth and ascension, we are reclaiming our original state of union with God. We are going home.

The process of rebirth and ascension can be viewed simply as the raising of the vibratory rate of the Earth and her children. It is embodied in the state of consciousness that knows the self as divine. The circlet, or crown, is a symbol of recognizing and knowing that divine self. So the crown as a sacred tool is a universal symbol of the completion of a circle of self-empowerment and self-authority. Full ascension is the freedom to take your physical form with you to other planes and dimensions. In preparation for the ascension, there is an opening and clearing of your light seals and chakras. If you choose to walk this path, know that in the embodiment of your "I Am" self, you will learn to accept all things unconditionally, forgiving and releasing all judgements of yourself and others. The activation of solar mind and ascension is already in progress. In divine fusion, you are becoming the one body of the ascension.

Open your heart as a flower to the Sun, and become the same love that holds universes together!

Your Tone is Tone 11 - Spectral

Change, disintegration, letting go, stripping away, complexity moving to simplicity.

Eleven is the ray of dissonance, the foundation of self combined with the foundation of Essence Self, catalyzed by the point of unity. Eleven is the process of disintegration, stripping away the layers down to your core essence. Unity, the great illuminator, is transforming patterns and structures, freeing you from things that no longer serve your emerging wholeness. Look through the surface appearance of your process. Let complexity dissipate, becoming the blessing of simplicity.

With the Spectral Tone of 11, cherished ideals, beliefs, and images of all kinds are being brought up for you to reexamine, illuminate, and transform. Examine what appears dissonant in your life. Let go! Embrace the disintegration process without resisiting or judging it. The rigid walls of your resistances are being broken down. Going through your resistances and boundaries prepares a space for greater wisdom. You are becoming an open system. Anything that defines you is being stripped away. Expect clearing and change. As your facade crumbles and your walls come tumbling down, the true illumination of self bursts through!


marți, 27 iulie 2010

"Nu pot sa ma abtin din a incepe cu ...'ce nebunie`i viata asta'. De fapt, cred ca nu ma pot opri din a ma minuna de asta. Sau viata nu inceteaza sa ma uimeasca. Intr`o oarecare masura e si datorita mie si a talentului meu de a`mi complica viata. Ceea ce nu pot spune ca`mi dispalce. Dimpotriva. Ain`t it funny when life goes crazy? It comes naturally....
Ma gasesc acum pe un acoperis.Un oarecare acoperis, in stanga vad cel mai tare WC ever, Din punctul de vedere al view`ului si de faptul ca cei care au construit`o ( adica pe romaneste, buda) au inteles perfect potentialul locului ales. Doua usi. Hehe. S`ar putea ca asta sa fie de ajuns pentru unii sa ma localizeze. Desi, n`as vrea :). Mai in stanga un alt acoperis, apoi un deal, si padurea cu viezurii hoti de porumb [asta`i alta poveste]. Verde. Mult verde. Drept in fata o sfoara cu niste proasoape incearca sa`mi atraga atentia, dar pe langa faptul ca privirea`mi fuge mult mai departe, atentia mi`e totusi atrasa de telefon. Priest. Mesajele lui Priest sunt printre cele mai diversificate. Imi plac. Ma fac sa zambesc.Imi pare rau ca nu`l mai amuz pe Puscas though, da na asa cum eu, asa poate si el...in fine, asta`i alta poveste:)). Deci, in fata, dupa prosoape, se vede verde. Mult verde, diferite nuante de verde crud si tonuri de albastru.Undeva se vede un varf acoperit de zapada. Desi am o facultate care`mi permite, well, nu stiu ce varf este...Dreapta brusc: cabana-de`a-dreptul-casa. Dar draguta casa. Tot un fel de albastru si ea. Obloanele sunt chiar albastre. Butoiul din fata mea, rezamat pe horn imi blocheaza brusc privirea. Este tot albastru. Mai la drepata: verde. Verdele in starea lui cea mai naturala,cea mai frumoasa, cea mai cruda. Cret. Si dealuri incretite. Daca focalizez, mestecenii imi sar in ochi, dar tabla acoperisului in care se oglideste soarele pur si simplu imi omoara retina!zoooom in spate: marea. Cred ca fiecare dintre noi am prins momentul ala al zilei cand orizontul pare a fi marea.....Mi`e cam dor de mare, ce`i drept.Pana una alta, ma bucur de verde, albastru, alt verde...
Ce caut aici?Hmm...nu stiu.Cred ca tocmai momentul asta.Desi, putea fi oriunde, pe oricare alt deal....E genul ala de situatie, care nu m`a incantat 100%, dar in care m`am bagat pentru ca...m`am bagat.Dar e un deal, e soare, aer curat, verde, albastru si liniste.E bine deci. Desi ma cam supara vantul.Noaptea iti devoreaza urgent lemnele, iti fumeaza tot ce ai, iar in cazul meu, ma ataca acolo unde barbatii nici macar nu au nimic...ovare.Pfff, existenta voastra ii conditionata,buei! Bine , porbabil si eu ma expun, pe un oarcare deal, pe un oarecare acoperis...
Ideea e ca locul asta e prea porno ca sa fi singur aici. Nu`i bai, ma distrez excelent si singura, am carti, am tot felu` ;) , mi`am desenat tenisii, nu ma plictisesc deloc. Dar e prea frumos ca sa stai singur la foc....
Ce nebunie`i viata asta...azi aici, vineri in Engenthal.Dracu` stie unde`i aia, hehe.De fapt cam asta ii ideea....Dar eu am harta.Si motor;) .Lux.
Dupa o scurta evaluare a ultimilor ani ( suport pentru carte- pot sa zic ca m`am apucat) observ anumite prezente materiale si spirituale frecvente. Si anumiti oameni. Rezultatul, sau mai bine zis tot timpul asta rezulta in mine trei mari dorinte: o casuta, un teren, si un el.(si bantuiala de dupa:)).Pfff.Cred ca ma maturizez.M`am cam saturat de ars aiurea ,ce`i drept.Dar inca refuz sa cred ca totul se rezuma la o decizie. Ma las de fumat, ma mut, nu mai cheltui bani,imi schimb serviciul, dintre astea doua ce aleg?care`i mai ieftin, de ce asa, si nu asa?Trebuie, trebuie, trebuie.Ma indragostesc, ma dez`indragostesc.Te iubesc, nu te mai iubesc.te iubesc iar, dar totusi nu te vreau, desi ma gandesc totusi sa te vreau , desi parca totusi nu te vreau, desi te iubesc, si cand nu te mai iubesc, te vreau. Maram hippie punk gen...Unii pot....eu nu mai vreau. Dar nu am luat decizia asta , asta simt....Mama lor de sentimente....Si`apai eu si simt...tot felu`.Ce simt acum? hmmmm....simt ca sunt intr`un moment in viata vietii in care trebuie sa iau o decizie. sau macar sa imi restabilesc prioritatile.Ceea ce imi este un pic dificil. Ce vreau eu nu se poate. Nu sunt facuta pentru lumea asta.Dar dntre prioritatile cele 'pamantene', mi`am cam stabilit asa....Mai am nevoie doar de timp, rabdare si incredere.Si sustinere, futui sustinerea.Motivare exista.Dar si sa nu....prea multe directii, prea multe influente, prea multe scuze, prea multe decizii.
Revin:nimic nu`i intamplator.Asadar, nici o decizie nu`i proasta.Doar este, si atat.Doar ca schimba directii, uneori atata cat sa se piarda destul de multe in urma.Inca nu stiu daca merita.Dar vorba aia: Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again expecting different results.Daca nu schimbi directii, cum inaintezi?Straight?
Hmmm... in sufletul meu cred ca decizile au fost luate oricum....this IS the strangest life I`ve ever known...
Am abertat prea mult.Ma duc sa bag un lemn in soba.....in curand, in semineu. :)

Ganduri cu si pentru Priest, dar nu numai. 6.05.2010."

miercuri, 7 aprilie 2010

Spring is here...

so summer is coming :
planu` numaru` unu : http://chez-mazilique.blogspot.com/2009/08/ferma-de-scoici.html
planu` numaru` doi : mini vacanta platita 4 x 4 off road: Sibiu - Bran - Sibiu . I love to be a guide.
planu` numaru` trei: Heidi Hutte Tour. Nice. Once again: I love to be a guide.:))
planu` numaru` patru: Londra party @ Setal with the girls :)
planu` numaru` cinci: Insula secreta de prin Delta. :D e secreta....:D

astept sugestii.

dar sa nu uitam ca nu credem in planuri . adica nu cred in planuri ca deocamdata sunt doar eu.si uju, care sper sa zumzaie de saptamana viitoare dupa planu` numaru` 0 : Bucuresti ziua lui Priest :)

Iar casuta, weellll casuta asteapta un Styx sa incepem sa dezvolte ideea lui, sa dezvoltam ideea mea si apoi vedem noi ce iese.


joi, 25 martie 2010

miercuri, 24 martie 2010

toate la timpul lor....

Don't you hate that?

Uncomfortable silences.
Why do we feel it's necessary to yak about bullshit in order to be comfortable?
I don't know. That's a good question.
That's when you know you've found somebody special. When you can just shut the fuck up for a minute and comfortably enjoy the silence.

Am revenit.Coffee s`a transformat intr`o plimbare, un pomelo si o inghetata. excelent:)
Bun. Ieri a fost ziua mea. Hehe. Cand eram mica. nu foarte mica.Doar mai mica:), varsta de 25 de ani mi se parea limita dintre tanar- ca sa`i zic asa- si om mare. No, ca am ajuns la 25. Nu ma simt deloc ca un om mare. Poate refuz. Sau poate nu. Oricum, nici nu ma intereseaza prea tare.Toate la timpul lor.
Ideea`i ca a fost ziua mea. Ieri. Si in weekend i`am strans pe cativa ce`i drept la Negoiu.M`am reindragostit de munte.Sau l`am vazut asa cum nu l`am vazut niciodata.Da da, a fost prima mea data la Negoiu.Am savurat totul , cam gatata ce`i drept, ca un copil mic o jucarie noua.Asa a fost si cu Faust acum 3 saptamani, hehe.Toate la timpul lor.Si incep sa`l inteleg pe Caragiu.Ca asa`i in tenis. Hehe. Toate la timpul lor. A fost nebunie de vreme, ca un weekend in vama, cand te bronzezi cu ochelari de soare. Eu m`am cam ars cu ochelari de soare haha, dar m`am ars la Negoiu, nu oriunde. A fost excelent.Munte, zapada, soare, cald, sauna, vin bun de la tata, plimbari, urcusuri si coborasuri, o placa de snowboard, o mana de prieteni si un pomelo. :)) a.Si masaj. hehe. E ceea ce eu numesc LUX.
Iar aseara, o alta mana de oameni, Chaos Hostel, 25 de narcise hehe, floricele si cadouri, rasete si tot felu`. Si vin. Si Puscas ii nebun.Dar un nebun f f f f drag mie.

Printre altele, am realizat ca, nu numai ca toate lucrurile se intampla cu un motiv ( f bine ascuns motivu` :)) si nimic nu e intamplator , dar toate se intampla la timpul lor.Roata vietii chiar se invarte.E nebunie asa viata asta, pe mine cel putin nu inceteaza sa ma uimeasca. Am mai zis asta si inca ma mai minunez. :)

Astazi mi`e foarte dor de vama. Fiind mahmura asa un pic, am avut exact starea aia de vama....mi`as fi dorit sa fiu in vama, sa am in fundal pink floyd, doors, janis, sau mai stiu eu ce [un playlist facut de Priest ar fi fost lux], sa stau intinsa,la soare, sa ma uit la mare, si incet incet sa adorm. Sa ma mai trezeasca o adiere de vant, sa deschid ochii, sa vad marea iar, sa ma acopar cu o esarfa, sa ma intorc pe partea cealalta si sa adorm iar. Mi`ar fi placut ca vama sa fie aproape goala. Nici sezon sa nu fi fost. Asa, primavara. Da....primavara la mare trebuie sa fie frumos.:) Nu mai frumos ca la munte totusi. Dar azi as fi vrut sa fiu acolo.Sa fie liniste, si muzica in fundal. Sa`mi cante marea si pescarusii.Sa fiu cu pletele in vant.

Ieri, am mai avut o reveleatie. de fapt nu era chiar revelatie. M`am bucurat pur si simplu ca sunt. M`am bucurat ca un catel, cu capul scos pe geamul din spate al masinii, cu limba scoasa si cu pletele in vant.Exact asa si stateam, pe geam, in taxi, mergeam la dentist. Era soare, era cald, si ma bucuram ca sunt. Si ma bucuram ca sunteti. Dar m`am cam saturat de voi :)

O primvara excelenta va doresc!
Scoateti bicicletele!! Hehe!

marți, 16 martie 2010

pentru ca toate lucrurile sunt triste, par eu vesela....oare?

hehe, mi s`a spus ca nu scriu decat atunci cand sunt trista sau nervoasa.sau cand ma plictisesc haha,dar deloc atunci cand sunt fericita.nu stiu de ce las impresia in ultimul timp ca sunt trista, pentru ca nu sunt, sunt chiar bine. imi place cum evolueaza lucrurile.adica, macar evolueaza. se misca harta ,ca`n dota haha. descopar oameni si chestii noi. si oricum, am uitat ce vreau sa zic, haha. Ideea era : chill people, sunt chill. Haha . Si chiar vreau sa fiu lasata in pace . Asa cum vrea si cel mai hippie dintre hippies. Haha .
Si inca ceva, nu stiu ce fac, dar eu nu ma plictisesc niciodata . Ii chiar distractiva viata mea momentan cel putin .
Casuta se contureaza, verbal. Trebuie sa mergem zilele astea , hippie punk si cu mine pana in Deva sa furam meserie de la baietii care, am inteles ca deja s`au apucat de casute, hehe, apoi sa desenam. Planu`, facem planu. Credem in planu` :)). Apoi ne mobilizam. Hehe.Abia astept. Prima casuta din pamant din Sibiu :P.Vezi poze. Ma rog, astea sunt un fel de. Eu nu vreau asa. In fine.
Hehe, in weekend finally Negoiu :) abia astept. No, nu mai vreti Poplaca de ziua mea,haideti la Negoiu :)
De ziua mea va fac cadou Primavara!Iar eu primesc ...un masaj?:D

joi, 11 martie 2010

THE DOORS - Wild Child

All right

Wild child full of grace
Savior of the human race
Your cool face

Natural child, terrible child
Not your mother's or your father's child
Your our child, screamin' wild

An ancient rulage of grains
And the trees of the night
Ha, ha, ha, ha

With hunger at her heels
Freedom in her eyes
She dances on her knees
Pirate prince at her side
Stirrin' into a hollow idols eyes

Wild child full of grace
Savior of the human race
Your cool face
Your cool face
Your cool face

Do you remember when we were in Africa?

Hehe, pentru mine ...si pentru voi ....

miercuri, 10 martie 2010

....when I was a child....

...I played with boys. Why?
Pentru ca femeile sunt prin definite niste pizde. Au o rautate in ele greu de ascuns. Imposibil as zice eu. Numai ca femeia intre femei ii o mare pizda. Si nu numai atunci. Pfff! Eh,cat fight @ office. Trec peste asta, nici o problema. Dar imi tot vine si revine o intrebare, pe care as urla`o in gura mare tuturor: de ce nu ma lasati in pace?
Am stat si m`am gandit daca , chiar imi doresc sa fiu lasata in pace, la tot ceea ce ar putea inseamna asta din partea oamenilor pliiiini de surprize. Well,yeap, vreau sa fiu lasata in pace. Decat asa, mai bine singura in pace. Oameni urati ce sunteti! Da, voi toti cei care adresati cu atata usurinta,de cele mai multe ori ieftin de tot, tot felu` de adjective - dupa parera mea- frustrarile voastre- celor din jur.Oamenii nu mai rosesc cand gresesc, si nu se mai opresc din criticat atunci cand altii gresesc.Na, fass.N`am nevoie, multumesc.Prefer sa`mi pun castile, si sa`mi vad de drum...fara voi.
Din categ despre femei si alte cacaturi.

Pana una alta, am inceput sa ma documentez tot mai mult despre Eco houses - http://www.lowimpactliving.com/blog/2009/04/10/the-most-beautiful-green-home-building-construction-project-ever/ hehe. Sunt de`a dreptul geniale!;)
In principiu, nu mi se pare mare lucru: cinshpe mii de tone de argila , paie, galeti, saci ecologici, sarma ghimpata, si o mana de oameni dornici sa te ajute :D. Hmmm, mda, as putea face asta!!!
Pentru cei interesati, in luna iunie o sa fie un workshop in legatura cu aceste casute, mai exact ceva oameni s`au apucat sau se vor apuca in curand sa construiasca o intreaga comunitate de genul asta, undeva langa Deva. Daca nu cumva o termin eu pe a mea pana atunci :D:D:D ceea ce imi doresc f f f f tare, atunci ma gandesc sa particip la workshop. :D.

In fine, weekendul asta ma gasiti ori in Apuseni, ori la Balea unde va avea loc Inverno - http://www.inferno.ws/ro/index.php ...iar urmatorul este ziua mea :D deci Negoiu.

Paz cojones!!!!

sâmbătă, 6 martie 2010

I`m back?I`m lost? Hmm...eu cine sunt?

azi noapte am avut un vis taaare aiurea.ma cam lucra mintea pe la spate. nu prea`mi convine. dar ignor. ca daca nu, visez aiurea:)). oricum, nu mai aprind veioza, tot ii bine.Nu stiu de ce ma tot trezesc sa aprind veioza si apoi sa o sting....hmmm....oare comunic cu cineva prin codul lumino-morse? hmmm.... ar fi si asta un subiect. sau un capitol . hehe. am sa scriu candva o carte. despre toti voi care ma si nu ma cititi.va tot amenint. despre toti cei care ati atins sufletul meu. oho, cate am sa scriu despre cei care au calcat pe el. si am sa scriu si despre cele pe care am calcat eu....futui mama ei de parte carosabila a sufletului..... . dar asta alta data. pana una alta, mintea ma lucreaza, iar eu sunt pe hold de la mancare , bautura , tigari si sex. Pfff. Stau foarte mult in casa asadar. Prietenii mei ar incerca sa ma lucre si ei ori sa beau ceva, ori sa pip, ori sa mananc, sau sa ma futa.
cum era ...asa :
Quote of the day :" Avem mai putini prieteni decat ne inchipuim, insa mai multi decat cei pe care ii stim " Hugo von Hofmannsthal :). I wonder...

A...si anul asta e mov.....

Peace and music!
Pentru Preist....:)